vespa

Hello again

I do this every time. Say how sorry I am and how long it's been since I wrote, and then promise to post again soon, but nothing ever comes of it. And for that, I am sorry. I haven't even had my computer out lately (not for many months) It's a 6 year old Dell laptop on it's last legs but it's what I've got. Update first and then questions and plans that I may or may not follow through on.

Still Married to my beautiful wife. May will be 2 years of wedded bliss and I couldn't be happier. Our children are fabulous as always. Tara, who was 5 when I opened up this journal thing is now 12 and in 7th grade. Jessie is 11 and in 5th and Levi, who will be 9 in January, is in 3rd. Levi has decided to stay with his grandparents for now, So he is in Michigan. The girls are still with us in FL. In 2018 we plan on moving to Iowa unless Trump ends the world.

Okay now for the question and plans. Has anyone ever taken down their fics and changed them, added to them, fixed them and then reuploaded them. I'm thinking about doing that for some of mine but I'd leave the old ones up until I had the reboots finished.

what do ya all think?
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vespa

Omg, I am so sorry

So, apparently I'm not very good at this promise keeping stuff. It's been over a year since my last post and I haven't written a single word. I have set a goal for myself though to finish London bridge for NaNoWrMo. So theres that.

As far as personal life goes, I got married this year. So I've got my Beautiful wife named Kelli and she's fantastic. Go figure, a lesbian who writes gay porn. The kids are all fantastic. Ms. Bells is in 6th grade if you can believe it. It's strange to have a child that old when I still feel like I should be in my young 20s.

Life is going fantastically wonderful, which is probably why I have such a hard time writing lately. But I've recieved some recent comments on under pressure that has renewed my soul amd my muse so to speak. So thank you for that. So I'm hoping to get a new chapter of LB out by christmas. At least I'll try. So now you know I'm not dead
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London Bridge 8/?

Title: London Bridge 8/?

Rating NC/17 For the whole fic

Warnings/Triggers non-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.

Beta stargeek101 Thank you my darling for continuing to Poke at me to get this done, and putting up with my horrible use of commas.  lol

Disclaimer Do I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?

AN I promise to never again abandon you all for a whole year.  I've been in such a rut the last year.  So many changes have happened and I just wasn't writing at all.  So thank you for being so patient.


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vespa

Yes I still live

So here I am having been over a year since my last personal update and almost a year since my last fic update.  I feel horrible for making y'all wait so long.  To be honest I haven't been writing at all lately.  Not sure why.  I've been doing other things though, knitting, sewing, soap making.  But I just sent Greg a new update so I'll have a new chapter up  sometime soonish.

Okay so personal live.  I've moved back to Florida.  The kids stayed up north with my parents to finish the school year but we're going up to get them in a month.  By we I mean me and my wonderful girlfriend, Kelli who is just amazing and was herverylowness's college roomie.   Life is funny like that.  We live here in Florida with our three cats and soon to be three kids.  Yes, we are that crazy.  We've been together for 2 years and it's wonderful.   As for the kids Tara turns 10 this year and is going into 5th grade.  Jessie is 8 1/2 and going into 3rd.  Levi is 6 already and going to be a 1st grader.  What the hell happened?   I just turned 32 last month so there's that.  Life is wonderful.

I feel good.  I'm more in love than I've ever been before and I'm happy. Ridiculously happy.   I mean like "Tea and Sympathy" happy.  lol.

Oh and I've got a tumblr now so I guess I'm going with the times.  I missed you all even though I still talk to alot of you through facebook and text.  But still this is where I met a lot of wonderful people and it's good.
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vespa

London Bridge 7/?

Title: London Bridge 7?

Rating NC/17 For the whole fic

Warnings/Triggers non-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.

Beta stargeek101 he's changed this idea so much from where it first was.  This would have been a completely different story without him.  He's been amazing to work with on this.  I love you!   He sends me suggestions and I change things so all mistakes are my own.  
Disclaimer Do I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?
AN Sorry this has taken so long to get out. Can't blame stargeek101 either.  He's been pushing me to get this chapter out.  I don't have internet at home any more so it takes a while. 

Chapter one chapter 2 Chapter 3 chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6
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London Bridge 6/?

Title: London Bridge 6/?

Rating C17 For the whole fic

Warnings/Triggers on-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.

Beta stargeek101 he's changed this idea so much from where it first was.  This would have been a completely different story without him.  He's been amazing to work with on this.  I love you!   He sends me suggestions and I change things so all mistakes are my own.  
Disclaimer Do I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?
AN This is my favorite chapter for many reasons.  I just love every bit of it, even the parts that made me cry.  Just ask stargeek101 I was absolutely giddy writing this bit.
Chapter one chapter 2 Chapter 3 chapter 4 Chapter 5

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London Bridge 5/?

London Bridge 5/?

Title:  London Bridge 5/?
Rating C17 For the whole fic
Warnings/Triggers on-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.
Be stargeek101 e's changed this idea so much from where it first was.  This would have been a completely different story without him.  He's been amazing to work with on this.  I love you!   He sends me suggestions and I change things so all mistakes are my own.  
Disclaimer o I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?
AN  Also WTF is up with LJ's Formating.  missing letters?  grrr
Chapter one hapter 2 Chapter 3 chapter 4




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vespa

Life update 1-29-2013

Where the Hell did January go?  Last I knew I was watching my friends and family get drunk on New years eve.  Dressed in 80's garb no less.  Lol.  I wish I would have taken pictures of the kids dressed up.  They were so effing cute. I couldn't think of how to dress Levi so I just layered two brightly colored tee shirts and rolled the sleeves.  it worked and he was adorable.   Speaking of my little man, he turned 5 on the 17th.  Not sure when he got permission to grow up.  I certainly didn't give it to him.  He'll start school in September and I am  sure to cry.  Yeah I'm that type of mom.  He's my bubby.  

Middle of December I lost my job.  I was devastated at first but quickly realized it was a blessing.   I was miserable at memorial (the hospital that I'd worked at for 2.5 years.  It was a toxic work environment and I was suffering.
However, I have bills and children who are dependent on me so I need an income.   First thing I did was to file for unemployment only to be informed that I have to wait for 8 weeks before receiving any.  That's TWO months y'all!   I dunno about you, but I have bills every month.  So Next step.  After speaking with a friend's financial planning husband, I cleared out my retirement savings.  I was informed that being young as I am (30) I have plenty of time to save up.  Besides, our generation won't retire till we're 80.  sigh.  
I had a job interview but was told that they're still looking so that's a no go.   At this point I had an epiphany.   I've really enjoyed staying home with my little man.  How can I be  single stay at home mom?  Easy.  Go into business for myself!  It's something I've always wanted to do and even dabbled in a few times.  Now I'm at a point in my life where I can see it being a reality.  I'm not going to delude myself into thinking my hobbies can support my family right away so I plan on getting a part time job.  Levi goes to preschool 3 days a week anyways so why not do retail work or something like that at the same time.  Besides I am an excellent sales clerk. (Not being egotistical, but you've got to know your own strengths.  So  Setting up a checking account with $500 I've got a start on it.  Bought most of my supplies and I'm working on my exact game plans but hopefully in a about 6 weeks I'll have a functional start to my own business.  For now I'll be selling Soap, Knitted Items, and wool dryer balls.  At some point I'd love to have a brick and mortar store but I think that may wait till the kids are grown up and I move to the pacific Northwest.  Portland, OR or Vancouver, WA.  But for now this is the game plan.  I'll update with a web site when I get it. If any of you are good with web design let me know.  I'll need banners and marketing.  (yes I plan on paying) 

Also I need a name.  A store needs a name.  I can't think of anything good that's not too cutesie.  No "mama" or anything like that.

ETA: I hope to have Chapter 5 of LB posted sometime this weekend.  Hopefully!  

Also I'm working on totally revamping UP and getting it to a place where it's publishable.  Hopefully with stargeek101's help I can make it something to be proud of.  Nowhere near Acclimation but I don't ever like to compare apples to oranges.   I will never write like Vee because we have totally different styles and I'm ok with that.  Doesn't make me any less in awe of her.
vespa

London Bridge 4/?

Title:London Bridge 4/?
Rating C 17 For the whole fic
Warnings/Triggers on-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.
Bet stargeek101 e's changed this idea so much from where it first was.  This would have been a completely different story without him.  He's been amazing to work with on this.  I love you!   He sends me suggestions and I change things so all mistakes are my own. Plus he filled in a few lines in this chapter for me.  
A We've got Art!   In this chapter there are some pictures mentioned.   First is thisoneCollapse )
and then there's this Incredible piece by Rory ak chess_boxing. Isn't he amazing
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Disclaimer o I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?

Chapter one Chapter 2 Chapter 3



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London Bridge 3/?

Title:London Bridge 3/?
Rating C 17 For the whole fic
Warnings/Triggers  Non-linear story telling (flashbacks), Drug use, M/M sex, Mpreg, miscarage/abortion, suicide attempt.
Beta stargeek101 e's changed this idea so much from where it first was.  This would have been a completely different story without him.  He's been amazing to work with on this.  I love you!   He sends me suggestions and I change things so all mistakes are my own.
AN.Short update but I'll be posting Chapter 4 soon
Disclaimer o I seriously need to say this is a work of fiction.  I think we're intelligent people here.  I don't own Muse either.  Can you imagine the headache that would be?


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